July 7 2021 Do you really love me? Can I really be in love with two people at once? Do two people really love me at once? Am I delusional? Is love a delusion? Are either of them real? I'm tired.
July 8 2021 Please talk to me. Oh my fucking god please I need a message from you right now. I'm so madly in love with you. I don't know why. I really don't. How long have we known each other, a year now? Hhh. 💜 i wish she knew how much i love her
> I'm sorry I really am I dont mean to leave you on read Im just jot gokd eith topics like thay im sorry im sorry i reallu am i just dont wanna talk about this ever please thank you. not after it jappenef to me indomt wanna relive it
July 9 2021 no no no no I wish you stayed out of my life I want to be happy with Lucia and now you're complicating things I dont want to get bored I dont want to do this I want to be with you I want to be with her too but its so hard what if I get bored
July 10 2021 Thinkinh about you numbs my mind. I love you 💜
July 11 2021 :(
Get over it.
October 22 2021 I had a dream where you came back. Why can't I ǧ̶̨̙͕̠̮̈́͗͂̅̄̍͗͒̏̚͠͠è̷̫̠̱̫̳͔̮̮͌͜͝ͅt̶̡͈̻̩͍̭̘̺͚̳̝̓͊̃̑͊͗̾͒ ̷̡̧̩̼̲̪͓̮̥̣̰͆͑͜ö̷̡̨̲̦́̃͜v̴̟̗̘͕͙̱̮̭̻̙̔͛̀͌͑̊̈̎̽͛̓̃͊͌̅ę̸͖̟̣̹̬̖̘̖̝̯̘̻́̐͗̊̎̅̒͒́̊̾̌̉͐̀͜ͅr̴̨̛̥̳͖̜̬̜̩̈́͛̽̀̀̔̀̑̓̈́̍̈́͜ ̸̼̩̞͓͓͍̩̤̩͈̐̒̓̍̿̌̎͗ͅi̴̛̺̭̺͓̲̥̥̯͋̀̾ţ̷̢̛̥̱̜̗̠͕͉̳̆̀̓̉̉͗͂͋͐̑̊̓͛͝