oh my god im such a mess... i cant wait for you to see this... i can't wait to hold you again... and i can't wait for you to fall asleep in my arms tonight:) you've done such an amazing job growing! this afternoon we were sitting at the table and you suddenly crawled into my lap. and i noticed that i felt this new roundness under my heart and i thought to myself: 'oh. my god. you're going to get so much bigger than i am soon.

you're going to be up in my face all the time and i wont be able to get away.

i'm crying right now